This post is not about me. It's a bittersweet posting.
One of my first transfer buddies just had a m/c. The hurt I'm feeling over this is nothing compared to what I know her and her husband are feeling. This was so close, the furthest she's gotten I think and to have it ripped away like that is very hard.
That is the bitter part.
The sweet part is that my other first transfer buddy is doing okay with her pregnancy so far. I can only hope that it continues for her. She's been in the battle for a great many years, with more IVF and DE processes than can be counted on two hands.
My emotions are torn now. But my thoughts are with both of these ladies who in a short two week period became part of my family.